For the longest time, I never understood how I was born with so many health conditions. As I got older I realized it was all triggered by mass cell activation syndrome and it got worse with certain environments. I would always be wheezing and having allergies. I wouldn’t understand why and I also didn’t understand how I had so many different food tolerances. Most people could eat just about anything and survive a good life. However, I had to take care of my health and really make it a priority more so than the average person. I didn’t understand why I would gain weight easily and my pictures would make it look like I had a lot of puffiness without really eating anything. It was the inflammation that was caused by food. I knew there was something wrong and I would ask my dad and he would just have me taking a Benadryl or something that would fix the issue short term. My dad never really looked after his health in a holistic way and he wasn’t taught to treat his health that way. He was taught to basically take a pill for every ill. Unfortunately, it cost my dad his life when he passed away as he was walking on the beach and he had a cardiac arrest. I felt that my dad never consumed enough nutrients and he was malnourished in more ways than one. When you don’t look after your health holistically, then how can you be sure you are doing all you can to prevent any acute incident from happening?
I know my genes played a role in inheriting a few of the diseases I have but through self-discovery I realized it was the childhood trauma that pulled the trigger. It was those feelings of not being good enough, betrayal, and abandonment by the people who I thought would always be around. I had different coping mechanisms and I would always try to escape an issue before it got to the point of total abandonment. I didn’t know the best way to manage it so I would want to get out of something before it totally broke me to pieces. I never wanted to feel that way again by the people that were the biggest investments in my life.
I would often have these moments in my past where people would mob against me for
Here are different modalities I used to heal this trauma overtime:
Feng Shui
This was originated in China and it is more popular in Asian countries.The modality was created to help people understand their destiny and what their purposeis in life and how they can go about it. It is something I just took with a grain of salt because other modalities gave me different answers. It gave me the time periods that would be right for me to start a business or pursue a new career. The things I have learned from Feng Shui include good and bad periods and the category I should study in for pursuing my purpose. It helped me discover myself further in the since that I was able to confirm what I wanted to do in this lifetime which was to help people. I didn’t know how to go about it and how I wanted to help them. Then I realized I wanted to take the health and wellness path because I suffered with my health issues my entire life. My goal was to help women recover from their autoimmune conditions and give them their life back. Many people treated me like I was a normal person but I was suffering inside with my illness. It was tough to get people to have more compassion towards me.
Palmistry
This modality helped me understand my path and why it was a lot tougher than the average person. I learned why I had to endure this path alone without a support system. It was because I was supposed to build my own support system and lead an organization. When I got back from Egypt after taking a master class I was able to understand what I needed to do to move forward with my purpose and how I can go about building it out. At first it made me feel that I couldn’t do this alone but after I started I was able to get a hang of it and get it going. The strongest people do not have support systems. They rise on their own terms and that is more respectful than rising based on inheritance. I feel that not having a support system had matured me faster than anything else in my life. I can’t even connect with people who have not endured what I have gone there. It shapes and conditions your character differently. You are more compassionate and understanding. If you are looking for answers, this is a great modality to look into and study.
Vedic Astrology
This is by far the most accurate modality. I received so many answers around my health issues, family life, and even partner. The planets and stars have all the answers and they are there for a reason. Everything is used to guide us on our ultimate path in life. Sometimes we lose ourselves through traumas and experiences. It is hard to get realigned on the path again and move forward. This is when vedic astrology can help you understand why you went through everything you went through – and help you see the silver lining in your life. At first I thought I it was just made up but when I worked with an experienced astrologer I was able to understand a lot more about myself. This helped me express myself in a way that people would understand me. I was also able to understand my childhood traumas.
The truth is that sometimes childhood traumas are inevitable. We have to deal with things that completely destroy us and we have one chance to make it right.
